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Tuesday, April 12, 2022

2022 SAN GABRIEL VALLEY POETRY FESTIVAL EVENTS

ALL EVENTS CAN ALSO BE ATTENDED ON SATURDAY AFTERNOON POETRY'S ZOOM...

Saturday, April 2nd, 3 to 5 pm at the My Place Cafe on 2057 N. Los Robles Ave. in Pasadena - THE BIG OPEN hosted by JACKIE CHOU and LORI WALL-HOLLOWAY (Prizes for every open reader.)

Saturday, April 9th, 3 to 5 pm at the My Place Cafe on 2057 N. Los Robles Ave. in Pasadena - THE BIG SHARE hosted by CALOKIE and GT FOSTER (Read poetry by anyone other than yourself.)

Sunday, April 10th, 2 to 3 pm at the My Place Cafe on 2057 N. Los Robles Ave. in Pasadena - THE BIG PRACTICE hosted by COCO and PTJ, special guest San Francisco poet laureate TONGO EISEN-MARTIN (Prepare yourself for THE BIG SLAM in two weeks.)

Saturday, April 16th, 3 to 5 pm at Truly Fresh J on 411 E Huntington Dr. in Arcadia - Publishing party for Four Fearhers Press' SCENES OF SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA: A Directory of So Cal Poets hosted by DKC and JRT

Saturday, April 23rd, 3 to 5 pm at The Reverse Orangutan, 440 E. Rte. 66, Glendora - THE BIG WINNERS hosted by DKC and JRT (Entrants in the 2022 SGVPF contests and those published in Four Feathers Press' THE POETRY LOTTERY read their poetry. Winners announced.)

Sunday, April 24th, 2 to 3 pm at the My Place Cafe on 2057 N. Los Robles Ave. in Pasadena - THE BIG SLAM hosted by COCO and PTJ (Win prizes just for participating in the slam!)

Saturday, April 30th, 3 to 5 pm at the My Place Cafe on 2057 N. Los Robles Ave. in Pasadena - Publishing party for SPECTRUM 31: Well Done hosted by GT FOSTER

THREE CONTESTS...

 ...FOR THE 2022 SAN GABRIEL VALLEY POETRY FESTIVAL!

Celebrating National Poetry Month, sponsored by Spectrum Publishing (http://spectrumpublishing.blogspot.com) and Four Feathers Press (http://fourfeatherspress.blogspot.com)

Broadside Contest Winners (all entrants published below): ROBERT FLEMING (present), MEGHA SOOD (popular)

Chapbook Contest Winner will be published in print by Four Feathers Press (25 saddle-stapled copies): MARY McKEEL

Book Contest Winner will be published in print by Spectrum Publishing (25 perfect-bound copies): R A RUADH

Broadside Contest Entrant #15: JESSICA LEA

Kudos


For that day 

(week month years)

when 

giving your best 

gets shitty results 

and inside your brain is

San Bernardino Valley on a hot summer evening

and it feels like 

everyone else breezes by

and when your lips part

tears slide with the words

and yet here you are still…

please accept this secret salute

well done!


Broadside Contest Entrant #14: MICHELLE SMITH

How high is the moon?


A yellow white creamy ball 

A lapel worn 

on the suit of a global black sky.

How yummy is the moon?

Am I reminded of Swiss cheese

and want to take a bite

with Ritz crackers

and pepperoni--yay and yum!

How bright is the moon?

A circle that glows

its light shimmers romance

and dances diamond steps

on the high seas.

How Kraft is the moon?

A bagel spread 

with Philadelphia cream cheese

and a butter knife all around,

served with 

Bigelow's  "I Love Lemon"  hot tea

in a marigold Fiesta cup 

and saucer good.

How historical is the moon?

A high, yummy, bright, Kraft 

strong arm memory by Neil who says:

"That's one leap for man, and one step

for mankind."


Broadside Contest Entrant #13: DANIEL YARYAN

Georges Méliès Poem


a trip to the moon

Georges Méliès made it sooner

mind flight spectacle


effects wizard king

Méliès brought eyes everything

then left with nothing


filmmaker magic

illusions hold up past his fate

barouche bound for stars


may planets align

marvel his celestial hearth

feast on Méliès films


Apollo might hear

artists plight at tycoon hands

fire vengeance arrows


new immortal Méliès

brings artists favor to Gods

create in peace - yes!


Broadside Contest Entrant #12: DAN GARCIA-BLACK

Premature 


As the end approaches  

There is no longer the time 

To make more memories 

Do something in the present 

And make "now-meries" 

Dreams much like flowers 

Don't always bloom 

Live like there's no yesterday  

Because as you see the future loom

It comes, it comes...

And always too soon.


Broadside Contest Entrant #11: PAMELA SHEA

Trail Guru


I meet a trail guru wearing a worn, torn bandana,

With a handmade walking stick of which he is quite proud.

He smiles broadly as I hold it; no crowds pass as we chat

On this foggy autumn day with dust beneath our feet.

He speaks of broken glass. I remark how it returns to sand, from whence it came.

“No matter how special it was--that’s Zen” I say, 

“Just a matter of when all things return to their essence”.

The words surprise me as I speak them.

And so here we stand together, beneath majestic mountains,

Supposed strangers, but not really so.


“All things pass” echoes in wind.

Grass withers beside us, yet cheerful sunflowers dot the landscape.

This rugged land is being rejuvenated

One year after the fire passed through, raging and blazing.

These trails meander through foothills; up, down, and all around the mountains.

In winter and spring streams flow, making things grow, quenching the landscape,

But in summer and fall they are dry beneath sky’s heated expanse.

Paths dance and prance all year long, their songs guiding the seekers.

We all converge at the seashore to dive back into the primordial soup,

Swimming through black holes, across the universe, dissolving into oneness.


So, we must let go of earthly brokenness,

Embracing wholeness while it lasts.

We all move from womb to tomb,

Hopefully befriending strangers along the way,

Because danger is over-rated.

All things will return to their natural state

Of being, in non-being; the hidden and obscure

Can cure afflictions and addictions,

As attractions, alongside redactions, become meaningless,

Causing restrictions to melt away.


Do not mourn torn cloth,

Shattered glass, or dead grass,

For things pass and nothing

Ever remains the same.

Rains will come as sun rises,

Even if it is hidden.

All await returning with yearning, 

Sojourning through the process.

I too have become guru

And so can you!


Broadside Contest Entrant #10: DEAN OKAMURA

Summer of '42

I imagine sounds of the incarceration during the Summer of '42. In searing 115-degree heat of the Sonoran Desert. At the War Relocation Authority Japanese Internment Camp at Poston, Arizona. Built by Del Webb. He later built Sun City retirement community. But forced evacuation did not become golden years in the Valley of the Sun. Groans of suffering arose. "Gaman" (Japanese perseverance) arose. They built elementary and high schools. They dug miles of irrigation canals to the Colorado River. They built roads. They grew crops. They survived. 

I imagine sounds of the Colorado River Indian Tribes (CRIT) when the U.S. government proposed the creation of Poston on their lands. CRIT disagreed. Saying that it would be a prison inside of a prison. 

I imagine sounds of those who said grabbing land and moving Japanese was part of winning the War. World War II and many wars before. 

I imagine a man I knew. His wife died in '38. He sent his teenage children to Japan in '39. Pearl Harbor in '41. He lost his job after this incident. He lived with bachelors at Poston in '42. I imagine his desert dry tears and silent sobs. 

This Summer of '42 was not a vacation to remember with nostalgia. No beach outings on the island. Not a time of granted wishes, but generations with untold wants. It was not a movie with a beautiful musical score. Most did not speak about those years. Even though nothing since has ever been as frightening and as confusing. If it strengthened them, made them more insecure, more important, or less significant, we will never know. They never said. 

I imagine those sounds eroded in Sonoran Desert winds. 


Broadside Contest Entrant #9: MARK A FISHER

Kelso


I have stood on silent drum sands

where lizards swim like fish

and the sex lives of blister beetles

roll on like endless waves


where lizards swim like fish

through these sandy dune seas

roll on like endless waves

touched by unknown tides


through these sandy dune seas

deserted and still forgotten

touched by unknown tides

in distant human affairs


deserted and still forgotten

with the ghosts of many years

in distant human affairs

remote and nameless 


with the ghosts of many years

and the sex lives of blister beetles

remote and nameless 

I have stood on silent drum sands


Broadside Contest Entrant #8: MARY MAYER SHAPIRO

The building

consisting of brick Stone and cement

means security 

 

A home

holding us up against ignorance

 

The room also implies a meaning

as we go from day to day  year to year

we venture from room to room

As we ascend

we leave behind the past year

but bring its learning

into the new year

 

The window symbolizes the future

as one looks out

they cannot see all that is before them

with our compression of all we have learned

we are able to seek out goals

yes

School reminds me of life


Broadside Contest Entrant #7: JACKIE CHOU

Poetic Discretion 


You write about me

though you don't know me well.

Like an impressionist painter

you're prone to use exaggerated hues

to fill in the blanks 

with your imagination.

It’s how you gain approval.

You even fictionalize my looks

for dramatic effect.

My black hair turns auburn.

My brown eyes gleam 

with amethyst light,

like some tipsy anime character 

confused about her identity.

I exist only under your pen,

held at an oblique angle,

so distorted you cannot tell 

the truth from fancy.


Broadside Contest Entrant #6: LARRY JAFFE

Speak to Me from Open Wounds


Dedicated to the people of the Ukraine

 

Speak to me from open wounds

and how memories are lost

 

It is a luxury

to laugh out loud

 

It is a luxury

to eat bad food

 

It is a luxury

to still have neighbors

 

It is a luxury

to be able to cry

 

It is a luxury

to hug your children

 

It is not a luxury

to fight back

 

It is not a luxury

to still have hope

 

It is not a luxury

to have strong spirit

 

It is not a luxury

to be victorious


Broadside Contest Entrant #5: J MARTIN STRANGEWEATHER

Repurposed Love


It’s simply called The Toy Ball.

A ball made from castoff baby dolls and teddy bears,

currently measuring over eight hundred feet in diameter,

painted uniformly white.


…like ghosts

     …like faded memories

          …haunting, and inescapable.

 

It took form in Manhattan, in the middle of Times Square.

No one knows who started it,

but it’s been funded by the New York City Council

for the past ten years,

ever since the pandemic of 2112.

 

Over a million children died that year,

and that’s just in the U.S.

 

Nowadays,

rather than throw away a doll

or stuffed animal that’s been outgrown

or become ratty,

people from all over the country

donate their toys to The Ball Fund,

giving the toys a new life…

an afterlife.

 

The Toy Ball grows larger every year.

Every Winter Solstice, the toys that

have been donated throughout the year

are affixed to the artwork

and the whole thing gets a new coat of

weatherproof white paint. 

 

People come year-round

to marvel at the ghostly colossus,

many of them trying to find their forfeited childhood

buried within the multitude of repurposed love.


Childhood memories piled high as a skyscraper,

toys dominate the Manhattan skyline

and blot out the sun. 


Broadside Contest Entrant #4: ELISE SWANSON OCHOA

Come One Come All


Welcome to the museum of Dr. Swanson.

Within the museum you will see

me deep at work as the guardian of the “windows of the soul.”

I am an optometrist.

I protect the eye,

I worship the eye,

I know all of its ways and means.

In the space of an hour’s time, watch me transform

From optometrist 

to judge, teacher, ER doctor, therapist,

As from room to room we go:


The first room to your right, is the room of Dr. Swanson, the judge.

A sure, stiff, admonishing me.

“I don’t need glasses; I don’t drive at night.” 

I am the judge here and you are guilty.

Guilty of endangering others with your conceit.

I pound my gavel and declare 

that your long, nearsighted eyes are a danger to society

and must be behind lenses without probation.


The second room on the left is the room of Dr. Swanson, the teacher.

A wise, educated, counseling me.

“My son is falling behind in school, what’s to be done with him?”

I am the teacher here and I advise the frowning parents

He means well, the little boy.

His eyes strain too much for his five years.

We need to help them relax and focus. 

Take these glasses and watch him bloom.


The room at the end of the hall is the room of Dr. Swanson, the ER doctor

A sharp, quick-witted, encyclopedic me.

“I am in so much pain, my eye, please help.”

I am the expert here, strong in front of the writhing patient.

I know what caused your eye such pain. 

The veins throb, let the tears fall.

With drops and prudent words, I offer:

Here is my plan and together we will heal your precious eye.


The last room, the most taxing of rooms, is the room of Dr. Swanson, the therapist

A tender, soft-hearted, conciliatory me.

“Life is hard. I fear the stress has weakened my eyes.”

I am an empathetic ear, tell me more, dear one.

Your eyes are not weak, you are not weak.

Let me show you, in sharp, blissful clarity

what life has in store, yet.

Please, take your eyes and your independence back.


As from room to room we go,

doors opening, doors closing,

I am an optometrist.

Dr. Swanson, the guardian of the “windows to the soul.”

I protect the patient,

I worship the patient,

I know all of their ways and means.


Broadside Contest Entrant #3: ROBERT FLEMING

what happens in the barn stays in the barn


not the cupola / not the silo / not even the hay store

know what old MacDonald does in the barn

a mare’s gossip neighs in the tackroom

a stallion’s shoes stammers farmer’s rumors to the field

Mac nips manure-shine roosters the dawn alarm in the slurry cellar 

Don is a sheep molester baas to the paddock door 

only the gilts know what Nald does in the loft

the boars squeal in the breezeway Old no slaughter / no tell


Broadside Contest Entrant #2: RADOMIR VOJTECH LUZA

Falling Light as a Feather in February


Leaving us much too soon

By the gas in the room


A poet ransacking the establishment

Wrecking the status quo


Reminding of Sylvia Plath

All tattoos and nose bleed


No nonsense

Blue bubble gum


The nectar from your bosom

Drowning the lion's head

And the tiger's tail


For in the end

You are invisible


Like a metal mule

A white raven


The reason for reason's fall

Into the ghost yard of guilt and gas


Bordering design's disgust

With the blue beauty of your breath


The very children you swear to believe in

Slaughtered at the shore


The dreams you divide and multiply

Forgotten after the feast


Broadside Contest Entrant #1: MEGHA SOOD

Complexities of Knowing a Poet

I

They say it's not easy to know a poet,
a deluge of words punctuating each emotion
wrapped around the anxieties of those who
you love, those you lost—
life is a succession of intricate menageries of our curious heart
that gets stuck like a bottle near waves pushing against the bulwark
getting bullied by the waterfront
mercilessly.

II

They say it's not easy to love a poet,
who sees the pain neatly carved in the tight-lipped horizon
bleeding into the heaving bosom of crimson skies
as its births the next day, 
love is an elegy for acceptance, they say
another language mispronounced
 by those who want to claim you
hold a lien to your soul, 
when your only desire is to be a wren hand boat
floating above the skies
Untethered;
Unmoored.

III

They say it's not easy to understand a poet,
Words are the language of the wound—
that sits quietly beneath scabbed layers of grief
there is a chasm of deniability
that sits between us tied together by a thin thread of responsibility
when I utter the words 
of hunger, of love , of acceptance 
in a language foreign to you.

IV 

They say it's not easy to know a poet,
a shifty-eyed moon carrying the diabolical mind
ready to strip your verses
till its find meaning of the self
Words have the power to be the language of the stone
sitting still and heavy with grief,
a long desire of a blind stone to make ripples 
on the thin skin of the lake.

V

They say it's not easy to define a poet,
a soul anointed with the desire
of freedom and tenderness
while facing atrocities of life
as the hand reaches out in empathy 
towards the silhouette of your ephemeral existence 
trying to meet another in solitude and deep connection.

It’s not easy to know your lost self,
It’s not easy to know a poet.

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